(cough cough like jim to spock)#and in spocks lil mini speech right there hes like ‘a father. vger needs something only a human can provide. he wasnt there for ‘this simple feeling’ so he doesnt understand that vger needs a partner.
and he asks if vger needs fhe same thing spock did#and poor decker. but then ‘this simple feeling’ happened and everything is back to normal#and bones asks (without malice because he knows how much this means to jim and spock) if spock found what he needed -> referring to the.#.scene in sickbay. but then.#.spock was being an asshole so jim was angy again. jim was a wreckless dangerous asshole before spock showed up and then when spock got there he was soft again. he *knows* that hes spocks answer and hes glad because spock is his.#.answer too. that jim was literally the answer he’s been searching for#‘logic and knowledge are not enough’ AND JIM GIVES A LITTLE SMILE. spock is LITERALLY saying that he’s whole now.#.that him and jim are back together. spock only changed after the ‘this simple feeling’ discussion with kirk. and that didnt change after he melded.#.with v’ger. he words ‘not for us’ in a way that spock doesnt have to answer if he doesnt want to.#and im pretty sure this is one of the only (if not the only) time that spock calls jim ‘captain’ because hes technically an admiral.#spock literally says that he was empty. magically appears) and bones doesnt even make fun of him because this is serious#and jim IMMEDIATELY understands why spock is crying.
so he gets worried.#.and walks over to spocks station and spock turns around and hes *crying* which is something that jims only seen when he was under the.#.influence of a disease or parmen or whatever that telepathic dudes name was#and jim turns to bones (who like. this is after the ‘this simple feeling’ and after theyve already made up#so jim turns around and expects spock to immediately answer him like he always does and always did. #spirk#video#tmp#sorry for the shitty quality of the video#anyway so like.